If you haven't read today's entry- then this is not the original post.. the first one I posted this morning was all about "poor me". I have spent the morning with my son and I realize that I never want him to cry about his situation, rather he needs to go about changing it. Having a bad attitude now isn't going to increase my chances of doing well next Sunday. I need to dwell on the fact that I have trained hard and I'll have my son there. I have said I would never quit in front of him- I want to show him how to fight through adversity.. so no more whining.
Thanks for the comments everyone.